Trouble is a friend

Hello semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Sorry lama tak update. Takda masa nak online and update blog since dah start sem 3 nie. Broadband pon buat hal susah nak online. Sekarang nie saya kat rumah KL so senang lah nak online. Hihi. Untuk post kali nie, saya nak cerita serba sedikit pasal "the beginning of 3rd semester."

Permulaan semester saya pada awalnya okay and happy. Tetapi langit tak selalunya cerah kan bak kata orang. Masalah dan krisis melanda. Penat otak nak fikir nak macam-macam.

#1 - Memang tak senang nak jaga hati orang. Kadang-kadang bila kita beriya nak jaga hati orang, hati kita sendiri yang sakit.

#2 - Memang tak senang nak cari kawan. Tapi Alhamdulillah ada jugak yang memahami. Sometimes you just have people in your life that you can't be friends with. Well, my highschool friends are the best! I miss them :(

#3 - Memang tak senang nak luahkan apa yang kita rasa kat orang. Saya takut saya salah orang, and bila dah salah orang, benda kecik jadi besar and lagi buat serabut kepala. Sebab tu I end up with bottle everything up. Rasanya ada potensi nak explode. Kehkeh ;p Jangan cross over the line lah ye cik kak. Padah jawabnya nanti.

#4 - Memang tak senang nak lari dari masalah. Suka atau tak, kena hadap jugak masalah yang kita ada. Tapi saya pilih untuk tidak terlalu fikir masalah-masalah tu semua. Watlek sudah lah kan. Tapi sebenarnya tak senang nak watlek jugak. Takpa lah, asal ada tempat nak luahkan perasaan pon dah rasa okay sikit :)

Pokok pangkalnya cerita saya based on friends and people's behaviour. Saya nak jadi positif. Saya anggap nie semua dugaan. Dugaan yang boleh buat saya jadi lebih penyabar in future and kenal dengan kerenah manusia yang macam-macam. Sebenarnya benda nie saya dah rasa since my 1st semester lagi dah.

So, hopefully things will get better soon. I don't wanna feel this uncomfortable feeling. It's hard to pretend that you're all okay when you're actually suffering. I know I gotta to be strong. Or maybe I need to be more aggressive? Hmmmmm.

Money can actually buy me a happiness

Hi peeps.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't stop myself from craving a lot of things. And since my Sony Ericsson W705 rosak, I'm craving for gadgets pulak. I want new phone! Blackberry would be nice. Memang Blackberry je dalam kepala sekarang nie sebab tak tahu nak phone apa lagi. Cuz Imma online freak, by using BB I can check my Facebook and Twitter all day long. Iphone pon macam okay kan but touch screen doesn't suit me. Unfortunately, I have to simpan dulu niat nak ber-phone baru. I'm gonna hantar repair my W705 because only a few buttons je pun yang rosak. Hehe. Hopefully it won't cost me so much.

You'll be mine, soon. InsyaAllah :)

And another gadget that I've been craving for is a digital camera. Dah survey and rasanya dah tau nak yang mana. My budget is blow 500bucks. So I guess this Canon PowerShot  A2200 suits with my budget. But know what, ada orang baru je offer nak bagi pinjam camera dia. Huahaha! :D But I still wanna have my own camera. Gonna save up my money from now on! (it's the hardest thing to do). I'm a tourism student, so it's a must lah to have a camera. Well, that's just my theory :P Beautiful and happy moments happens in unexpected time and it might be happen once in a life. Right? Camera helps you to record and capture all the things that happens in your daily life. Pictures last longer, memories last forever! :)

 Please be mine okay?

Hopefully I can own these two gadgets pretty soon. So hard to be me. So hard to be a girl (not a woman yet :p) A part from wanting BB and digital camera, I also wanna have new tops, jeans, shoes, bags and the list goes on.. so hard to be a girl like me. =B 

Okay this is all we called "lust". 

Have a good day everyone! :)

Addressed To A Father

Hi peeps.

Bersempena dengan Hari Bapa yang jatuh pada hari Ahad lepas, saya rasa saya nak post something about ayah saya. Setiap bapa lain personality-nya. 

#1 - Ayah saya sangat protective orangnya. Sangat! Bukan setakat protect anak-anak dia je, sekali dengan anak-anak orang dia nak protect kalau boleh. :p Ayah juga sangat ambil berat! Saya rasa kalau ayah tak macam nie, memang dah social habis lah saya.

#2 - Ayah saya seorang yang tegas atau garang. Ayah juga cepat naik angin.

#3 - Dalam ketegasan dan kegarangannya, tidak dinafikan dia juga seorang yang sangat baik hati. Ayah senang buat baik dengan orang tak kira siapa pun. Even dengan orang yang dah tipu dia, dia tak balas apa pon. Ayah biarkan Allah yang balas setiap apa benda buruk yang orang dah buat kat dia. Sifat yang patut dicontohi :) 

#4 - Ayah suka buat charity. Dia suka jadi volunteer untuk tolong mangsa-mangsa bencana or peperangan macam dekat Acheh, Pakistan, Iraq, Gaza  and banyak lagi lah. 

#5 - Ayah juga suka melancong and snap picture. Ayah nie seorang  bekas photographer. Dalam laptop, desktop, external hard disk, pendrive, CDs, semua mesti ada collection gambar-gambar ayah and mesti wajib harus ada copy. Ayah risau sangat kalau gambar-gambar dia hilang. 

#6 - Ayah tak suka entertainment. Kalau anak-anak dia buka reality TV shows ke drama melayu ke, or konsert apa-apa ke dia mesti bising and membebel. Ayah mesti minta remote control tukar channel News ke National Geographic ke or channel yang mendatangkan benefit bagi dia. Tapi dangdut and lagu-lagu arab dia memang layan. ~____~'

#7 - Ayah akan sedaya upaya memenuhi kehendak anak-anaknya kalau dia mampu. Semua ayah macam tu kan? Tapi kalau ikut keadaan ayah saya, lain. Tak perlu rasanya nak cerita lebih lanjut :)

#8 - Ayah suka sangat membebel. Kadang-kadang rasa rimas and tension. Tapi, itu lah perangai ayah. 

-____- Apa boleh buat. Ada juga betulnya isi kandungan bebelan ayah tu untuk kebaikan anak-anaknya.

#9 - Satu perangai ayah yang tak digemari kami ialah, ayah nie suka sangat simpan barang-barang yang tak boleh pakai. Bagi dia semua barang-barang tu boleh pakai/guna lagi. Tapi tak pernah pon dipakai/diguna -.- Simpan punya simpan sampai dah ada 3 stor kat rumah nie ha. Mungkin pengalaman mengajar ayah supaya tidak mudah menbazir. Tapi...memang tak patut simpan pon barang-barang tu! :B

#10 - Ayah seorang yang suka barang second-hand and barang-barang antik. Ayah juga tak kisah pasal dia punya pemakaian. Muahahahaha! :D

Itu jelah yang boleh saya describe tentang ayah saya. Banyak lagi, tapi sekarang nie dah pukul 3 pagi dah. Dah patut tidur dah saya nie. Hehe. Last but not least...

Hi Ayah, Happy Father's Day! Despite everything, I still love you. You're my only Dad, ever and after. I don't know how can I survive if there's no you in my life. Thank you for all of your lessons and sacrifices to me.  May Allah bestow you a health and longevity. I know you will not be able to read this and I'm too shy to wish you face to face :P You are always in my prayer, Ayah. 

Pointless

Hellooooooo peeps! :D

It's been a long days man, since the last time I did an update. So, what's up? :3 I've been pretty good so far and I felt  less boring nowadays. Oh maybe sebab saya dah lali sangat kot dengan bosan tu that's why. So, 18th June  already, yeayyyyyy another 18 days to go back to Sabak Bernam. Can't wait can't wait can't wait! :D

Ahhhh, I'm just out of idea what to write. This is just a pointless. Stay tuned people! I'm gonna squeeze my brain to do an update!

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE.

Blackheads all over me nose

Hi peeps.

Do you have blackheads/whiteheads on your nose? Your're lucky if you don't! I have blackheads/whiteheads on my nose like, so banyak and it's so obvious okay! I truly hate it to the max max max. Well, that's the only problem that I have on my face area. I'm so grateful enough that I don't have a pimples problem :)  So, in order to get rid of these blackheads, I did one method yesterday with my sister. Oh, I got it from YouTube.

Tadaaaaa! See there? lol. The ingredients are as simple as A B C. You just need a toothpaste and salts. Mix them up and apply it to your face, leave it for 5minutes and then you just massage you nose and finally you can rinse it using warm water. Use toner to close the pores. It's like using a scrub wash but this one is very berangin lah since you're using toothpaste right. So yeah, you have to tahan lah. Hehe. As the result, my nose's smooth but the blackheads are still there. Too stubborn to get lost from my nose :( So the conclusion is, this method is actually not working for me. I need to try other methods. Maybe I'll be using non-toxic glue or using white egg + honey. Gonna do soon! :)

I'm looking for this products. I've googled it and now I know where to get it. I need to go to SASA as soon as possible to get them!

I knew it through Maria Elena's skin care video. 

The last method which is way easier is GO TO FACIAL SPA and let them do the rest. Lol :D

Hair and skin

Hi peeps.

See the picture above? What am I gonna talk about? Yes, I gonna talk about hair. I noticed that my hair became more frizzy since my house is under renovation. I guess it's because of the dust. I went to saloon last week and the hair stylist said that my hair is too frizzy. He asked me to do treatment and trim my hair a bit which cost 120bucks. Too bad, I don't have enough money. I withdrawn 50bucks only before I enter that saloon because I only wanna wash my hair you know. So yeah. I still did a basic treatment as they had a treatment promotion price which cost 48bucks. Damn you hairstylist, habis duit aku!  =/ He asked me whether I wanna blow my hair straight or curl, of course lah I choose curl cuz I look weird in a straight hair. Hihi ;p I loveeeee the curls yo, very pretty! :D I might come to that saloon again as soon as possible to do hair treatment again but I feel hard to let go my money. Huahua :P

Know what? Not only my hair's frizzy, my hand's skin also became dryyyyyy. Fyi, I have a very sensitive skin especially my hand. I'm allergy to sabun basuh pinggan and sabun basuh baju. Look at my jari manis and jari kelingking there, it's kinda hurt you know. I can't even eat using my hand. I need to used spoon. Tak nikmat okay makan guna sudu. Haih, bila lah kulit nie nak elok.

Hello, Imma bored girl today. please, help! :/

May the world gets better

Hi peeps. Salam Jumaat :)

I don't have any pembuka bicara or whatever. I just don't know how to start my words. So, lemme straight forward okay?

The world nowadays really scares me a lot. Like seriously. Banyak sangat cases yang buat saya menjadi takut. The word "takut" that I mentioned is very subjective. Contoh :

#1 - Saya takut dengan orang ramai. Tak berani nak keluar sorang. Acidman, perogol, penyeluk saku, peragut, pukau-man, pendatang asing yang bertujuaan  tak baik and the list goes on..

#2 - Saya juga takut dgn cuaca sekarang nie. Ya Allah, panas terik gila okay. Tak elok untuk kulit.

#3 - Saya takut dengan dunia akhir zaman nie. Nak tahu kenapa?

Haa see? How dare this stupid person insults Islam. Tremendously rude! Pernah dengar peribahasa "kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga"? Saya takut disebabkan perkara-perkara yang seperti ini, Allah turunkan bala untuk memberi pengajaran kepada umat-Nya. Orang yang tak bersalah menjadi mangsa. Get me?

So let's pray for the world to get better and pray for this person to stop insulting Islam.